monday, is really happy i can saw my dear
although just a few hours but it made me feel happy ..
what's wrong if a human have a dream??
i'm hoping that what dear dream on yesterday will forever ever never come true..
the first time i saw dear feel very sad on somethings (29-10-2007)
what to do that can help dear ??
i dont know...
F'king myself cause i'm useless
i dont want dear to be sad
i want dear to be happy forever..
i wish to do it
can i really i wont be sad if the things is happen ?
i cant ...
just cant do it
dear had promised me
and i want the promise keep with not by force ..
i want i'm the guy who make you happy always and i want the guy who you really love is me ,i'm the only one ...
if can i wanna go far far away from here
with no other can disturb us ..
but it is too selfish
i cant just think of my stuff ..
whatever also need to think of other, such as dear
if i choose my selfish way , will she feel happy ...
i dont think so ...
can dear just let go all those sad things ??
my damn sien day at home after came back from dear hse ..
just seat and lied on sofa and do ntg ...
slept and woke up ard 1045pm
boree bored ...
history and perdangangan is calling me soon ..
T.T